Ok not exactly. But DAMN NEAR. And you know what? It doesn't bother me at all. My pain shows me how hard I've been working. My pain shows me how much I care. My pain shows me how much time I've put into this dream. My pain is a part of MY JOURNEY. Hoping to not get arthritis before 30 L O L. But I know I won't lol.
If you're wondering why I said my fingers are bleeding, it's because, with crocheting, I often sit for hours and hours on end to make sure that every item I make is just how I'd like it if I was buying it. Like are how you going to ask people to buy your shit when it's half ass and of shitty quality?! I've also been preparing for a Fashion Show and Pop-up shop at Howard this week, so that definitely has added more stress to me. But it's all good stress. I asked for this. I LOVE this. Embrace the journey guys: all the pain, all the annoying shit, all the setbacks. Becuase for some reason I really think this will all be worth it one day. Don't you?